Friday, October 14, 2005

frenship


i woke up early today and decided to miss my tutorial

cos i am unprepared and hence don wanna look like an idiot.

pfft. gonna catch up on philo aft my abnormal psych midterm

is over, and my cognitive psych paper is done.



i was blog hopping, and profile hoppin in frenster.

i realised tt unlike most girls,

i do not have a group of frens.

as in, i don haf ppl i can call my "girls", or my "gang"..

or wadever u call it.

my frens are like scattered here and dere,

and i am close to each and everyone of em.

there was, once upon a time, that i believed in having a group too.

but i tend to get complacent.

once i know tt i will alwaes have this bunch of frens,

i didnt care abt others.

bad ryte? well yea, so i guess tt doesnt work for me.

and as i was telling a dear fren of mine (u noe hu u r),

once u r stuck being in a group,

politics start to come in, and everythin starts to get so leceh.

like... u wanna get a pair of pants... den de whole group meets up

to get tt pair of pants.

and it drags, cos some ppl wanna go some other places.. yada yada.

haha. k, i am not tt type.

i'm happie with how i am living my life right now.

i care for those i consider my frens.

thru calls, sms, chats, emails... and meet ups once in a while.

not only when u have a prob yea. hee.

and judging from de recent ordeal i went thru,

i am so very glad tt u guys were dere for me too,

even calling me and smsing me to make sure i was ok.


each of us have our own way of keeping our frens close to our heart.

all tt matters is tt we don tk our frens for granted.

don necessarily have to go all out for em

sometimes it's the lil things we do tt show tt we care n will alwaes be dere.

haha. this is coming from the girl who once believed in being alone.

haha. my blog has been ard for 1 yr plus, so the addy showed how i used to be.

well, ppl change. =)


to my dearest baby girl soff,

happie 21st birthday darling!

we'll do tt meet-up thing as soon as we can yea?