i used to be an ass to some of my closest frens.

spending too much time oh whichever guy i'm with,

and neglecting my pals.

but now, 2 yrs later in a rel'p with san,

things have pretty much stabilised.

i mean, i'm still very much into this rel'p of mine,

but i also want my closest frens to be by my side

and vice versa, as well.

i used to think i have a lot of frens, back in sec sch,

and during de first 3 mths of jc.

i mean, tt was when i juz smiled at everythin and anything.

i was de girl who could get along with everyone,

and don seem to have a prob with anyone.

i remember telling my frens back then, that

"my only prob is tt i have no prob"

den as i grew up from then on.

everything changed.

once u make certain choices,

once somethings abt u changed,

once u start being more vocal about issues

that i just cant be bothered with last time,

once u make mistakes,

people will slowly drift away.

i used to be affected whenever tt happens

but now i realise tt it's part n parcel or life.

or maybe one's definition of "friends".

maybe my definition of it has changed.

whatever it is, there's still a bright side to things.

that despite the years, the changes,

there'll be a few who will still remain right there.

i'm sure everyone has such frens.

and let's all treasure these wonderful people shall we?

once we consider them friends,

let not distance, time spent, school/work, problems, relationships,

give us the reason to give up or drift away from our frens.

it only takes 1 min to sms a fren and say "hey! it's been a while. wanna catch up?"

to my frens, i love u guys loads loads loads. =)

ok, gotta get ready for skol now. toodles!