ala. i miss my dearest ryu, shameeem and mary la.

all cos it's tt time of the mth and it's super bad.

onli my close frens noe how bad it could get for me.

yest was struggling in sch, and was whining away to mary.

so today, decided not to make her go thru the same ordeal.

sorry girls i didnt come to school today. =(

yest, san cheered me up on the fone.

he was being super nice n tolerant of his cranky,

and in-pain gf.

he was reminiscing abt the past, when we first met,

what i was wearing, my facial expression, wad i talked abt.

i juz managed to go : "awww. i'm smiling".

i have this problem tho, i keep thinkin of the day when i get married,

den i'd haf to leave my family. ala. =(

wad if i get bullied? (yea rite... but still)

wad if i miss my nenek's cooking, wad if there's thunder n lightnin at nights,

and there's no parents to seek comfort in.

and no sis to irritate me and borrow my stuff n vice versa.

and no bro to whine to.

alaaaaa. see. i'm super whiny. i shall shut up now.

anw, 4 pics today. not much. de time when i met up with them for dinner.



i think my frens are pretty gals. hee.

yeay. meeting them up tmr. hopefully i'm better!

ps : u all pernah dpt project mates yg merepek tak? my masalah now is tt. bingit sey. satu tu dari negara lain. so i think dier tak kuasa sgt pasal projek2 ni. tapi dier tu cekik darah. jarang dtg class, nak jumpe pun susah, den biler bilang dier aper nak buat, 101 soalan. tapi takder cadangan. lagi satu pulak, pemalu nak mampos. tak byk ckp (pakai msn tau... wth). and klu boleh, dier tak nak present pasal malu dan takut. double wth. klu gitu jgn masuk uni, duduk bawak ketiak mak ah. bingit sey. nasib baik got one more, same freq as me. klu tidak, tak bergerak la projek. sigh. by tuesday, sumer insyaAllah selamat. lepas tu, dorang punyer pasal la. =p apasal i write in malay? cos dorang tak faham la. hahaa.