so, i handed in my political science essay yesterday.

and had fun during my presentation today.

wad's left? test tmr. den rushing thru my report.

i'm giving myself 5 days to complete that.

den it's mug mug mug.

so, i have to clear sth up.

me n san, ladies n gentlemen, are fine.

in fact, he's de reason why i'm fightin

to find a solution to my prob.

so no, we did not have a fight,

neither of us cheated on the other,

we didnt break up.

i think he hates to see my heart breaking like this.

so do my other frens.

thanks for de tags and de smses ppl.

i truly appreciate it.

today, de plan is to meet mary at 12.

den perhaps study (but i think she would wanna hear de story from myside)

and lunch?

den meeting de bf. (i'm so happie he's on leave yest n today)

den heading to 4PM to meet a fren and be a mentor to a lucky someone.

who wants to be mentor-ed by meeee? hehe.

i guess i'm lucky to haf a bf who is as equally passionate abt

de malay community too.

these days, i've been fiddling ard with photo editting softwares a lot.

it keeps me happy. to remove imperfections, to add colour when needed,

to isolate, collate, combine.

if only it's that easy in real life huh?

there are certain things tt one can change abt herself,

and there are just some things beyond one's control.

anyone can change one's look,

(check out tt host in 'so u think u can dance?')

but i guess wad we can change abt our character is limited.

but i definitely believe tt it takes 2 hands to clap.

cant just blame it all on me right?

My outsides look cool. My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day, I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That MAC can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

ps: i just realise tt there's MAC in the lyrics. a signnnn. again. hahaha.