k, enuff abt de lil fun hate tagging.

let's get on to better things shall we?

1. Teens and Sexuality.

yesterday, i was just making shopping plans with mary when

thira smsed and asked me if i was coming

so i gotta noe abt de workshop 2 hrs beforehand.

decided to go, cos wanted to see for myself wad de kids were like.

i kinda like de workshop, and de kids, i think i can handle.

at de end of it, i was so thankful that some of em were quite

clueless at de start abt sex and stuff,

cos i can handle fights, psych probs, basic teen angst

but give me like a sexual related prob and i wun noe wad to say.

well, i would, but i dunno de line between wad's appropriate

and wad's not.

dere was this girl who didnt noe wad oral sex is.

de woman conducting the workshop didnt explain to her directly.

just gave a very blurred definition and told her to ask de mum.

ok, i cant imagine askin my mum. she's prob go "kau nak mampos?!"

ok mebbe not. she'll prob ask my grandma to come to her rescue.

den my grandma will say sth abt org2 dulu tak pernah ask soalan2 gini.

and den i'll go "ok, sorry".

how did i noe abt oral sex? hmmm. i cant rem.

haha. maybe logic la. oral. sex. like hello?

i took a few pics of yest with de crazy mentors, promise to put ALL PICS

up tmr.

2.Ally Ramona.

saya pakai nama glamer awak yer cik ally?

reason i am blogging abt this gurl, is cos when i read de tag she posted,

i realised tt yes, i am gonna declare to de world tt she's now,

a good fren of mine. even before she tagged la, of cos.

ally was de name i heard when i got to noe He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named.(HWSNBN)

de 'ex from hell'. de dumper. de flirt. de manipulator.

i was sucked into believing wad i heard from ppl.

i fought with her all these yrs.

thinking she wanted him back, which she did la at time.

but i also didnt believe de things she said to me,

thinkin she's some psycho ex gf.

when she read tt i broke up, she came to me, she listened to me cry,

whine, everything.

even tho prior to de breakup, she n me were on talking terms,

we were more of acquaintances than frens.

i dunno if there are some ppl out there who view me as a hypocrite,

but if u were in my shoes,

and to have a person know exactly how u feel to be treated de same way

by de same person,

and to have her say "it's ok. i am here, still living life, no matter

wad shit i was put thru, and wad others said abt me"

it's truly a blessing in these dark times.

thanks ally. u r no more his ex, u r now a fren. my fren. =)

3. The Boy.

yest, i watched de 10pm X-Men movie slot at Lido.

with de 4Pm ppl. de movie was awesome la, as usual.

X-Men wad. dis despite de fact that cyclops, prof x and jean grey

died. like wth rite?

but Storm my one true love is still as cooool as before.

anw, ard 11, i got an sms from a guy fren asking me wad i am doing.

saying he's at esplanade, de place where we met 1.5 yrs ago,

wanted to meet up and all when he found out i am in orchard.

of i was so tired, plus i wanna be a good girl again,

good girl don ton out rite rite? haha.

so we were smsing all de way til i got home.

even wanted to meet me near my place. like as if dere wasnt any other day to meet.

he called when he was still out with his frens,

and i wasnt tt comfy with it ah.

i mean, a guys' night out is a guys' night out rite?

he asked me out for today, and i said ok la, lagipun long time tak jumpe.

i fell asleep, but when he came home ard 3, he called.

and u noe wad happens when ppl disturb my sleep.

i grunted sth i dunno wad.

den i put down and started smsing. haha. crazy.

things started to get pretty weird..until i got this msg..

"did u noe i used to like u last time? when u were still with him?"

and den, he started telling me everything he remembered abt me.

things i told him in confidence, and things i told him in passing.

which is pretty amazing, considering the fact that i haven talked to him in

1+ yr.

i'm still caught by surprise now ah actually.

but like all fairytale-wannabe stories,

this one has a bad ending to it too.

his last message last nite was,

"but u dun like younger guys, do u?"

2 yrs younger, specifically.

and these are the days of my life.... soap operaaaa. =p