yesterday, was a day of confessions.

a fren told me sth tt made me very very sad.

yet happy. but mostly sad.

it's so hard when it's abt sth i consider impossible.

i wish i can do sth, but yet i cant.

when it's abt ppl u care abt, yet u cant do anything,

u just sorta feel helpless.

last night, i told a fren sth tt i don usually tell ppl abt.

he's abt de 3rd or 4th person hu now noes.

it made me have nightmares last night actually.

when everything just sorta comes back.

it's sth i have to live with all my life.

i dun want to think abt wad will happen in the future.

but yet, a part of me remains hopeful.

tt my life will turn out alright.

in other news, i went out with a fren yest

and he shopped.

ahaha. was so jealous la. someone spent so much yea.

it feels like i have an elder brother now. =)

maybe it's just me, but whoever i become frens with,

they just sorta want to protect me.

why ah? do i look tt weak?

not tt i am complaining ah.

i feeel lurveeed.

i am actually late.

first day of lecture today.

special semester.

so malas to go all de way to clementi for a lecture.

but oh well. at least i'm doing sth.