i was hauled out of bed and

brushed my teeth/washed my face in record time

before finding myself in my uncle's car.

mak and abah got involved in an accident.

abah knocked down a cyclist.

she escaped with bruises la.

but ok.. suddenly i found myself,

my tak-mandi self to be exact,

in de middle of de crowd surrounding us,

de ahemz medics,

and mr policeman yg cuteee tu.

my dad was not capable of talking much due to shock.

and mum was not ard cos she had to hantar de rest of de kuih.

so, my tak-mandi self gladly came to de rescue.

aft de medics attended to de woman,

dad drove her n me to Bedok NPC.

alamak. more cute policemen.

and my tak-madi self. once again.

in de sejok nak-mampos place.

being in bedok npc, being ard all dese ppl,

suddenly got me reminded.

of someone who used to be dere.

obviously korang tau saper.

and one of dem actually reminded me of him.

in uniform. sighhh.

anyway, i went home la aft tt..

my mum sent de woman to the doctor and also to betulkan her bicycle.

turns out tt she just lost her husband,

and was in depression, yada yada.

and my mum, knowing her, decided tt she's gonna make sure tt

the woman would be ok.

so she's gonna call her once every week to check on her.

me?

i am just mentally exhausted.

i got a lesson to go to later.

he told me he's going bangkok with 2 girls and a guy.

so de other guy is with de gf.

which leaves him... with de girl?

simple logic kan.

ok. but he insisted tt she's their crap fren.

wad's a crap fren? i dunno.

girls, i cant wait to meet u tmr and spend de weekend with u babes.

=) chalet!!!!

korang tunggu my fruit tarts ok.

ahhaa. i go order now. no time to make anything la.

by de way, day out with mariam aft my lesson yest.

so much fun talking and talking.

time seem to pass by so quickly.

from paya lebar long john's to coffee beans to tamp's swensens,

from 3 pm all de way to 9? i think.

i'm gonna miss her next sem when she starts skol all de way in boon lay.

abis next sem aku anti-social balik.

i suck at socialising and making frens.

some ppl actually think i am de sweet, docile, innocent gilerr type.

cos i am quiet ard them.

sometimes i feel guilty cos obviously tt's not de truth,

and it feels as though i am putting on an act,

but i really am not. i choose to be quiet cos honestly,

wad do i say to ppl i barely know?

haha. how come no one has probs like this?!!

oh well.i wanna get some rest now. toodles.