anyone watched oprah on channel 5 today?

it was de infamous tom-cruise-jump-for-joy-on-de-couch thing.

it made me smile.

de whole show.

de passionate way he talked abt her,

de way he blushed when he recounted de first meeting,

de way he held her hand,

de way he was so sure abt her.

although i don really like a guy who is so public

abt his love life,

i would really really really

love to one day be with a guy who is so damn sure abt me,

so passionate abt me, so passionate abt love.

i am truly a lover, when i love, i put my heart and my soul

into it. i don hold back.

perhaps it's both my strength and weakness.

i don want to have to curb tt aspect of my life

because tt is who i am.

i love. i care.

so perhaps, de most ideal situation is if

i meet a guy who is equally as passionate abt it as me.

will i ever?

well, tt remains one big big question mark.

in other news, i won get to vote.

it's stupid really my story.

because rightfully, i was supposed to be under east coast grc.

i live right smack in de middle of east coast grc.

but... oh well. ask me abt it when u talk to me.

and... i am booked for de next 10 days aft my exams. =)

one thing abt being single, i had to start writing my plans in my organiser.

usually, it'll be onli one person, and de outings will be pretty standard.

but now, i go out with different frens each time

and i gotta keep track of who i'm meeting and stuff.

hee. slowly loving this lifestyle.

as for de nights, i just try not to think of wad it used to be like.

and sleep. =)