i swear onli God noes how tired i am

as i am typing down this entry,

and den calculating in my head,

de time i have to grab a bite,

take a cab to 4PM,

prepare my lesson

and tutor my kids.

and a meeting aft tt.

tt's why i nvr make any plans today.

too tired cos of yest.

so met de ex.

who was 2.5 hrs late and didnt inform me

cos his batt was flat.

so ok la, met him, eli called at de right time,

so we fetched her all de way in woodlands.

haha. manje eh tt girl.

so, being in a car with ur ex, and his ex,

is an experience i'd never ever ever forget.

but i am glad she was dere. *hugz* thanks sayang, haha.

some questions were left unanswered. tense moments.

but, i walked off feeling good.

cos i was sure, and eli was sure, tt i wasnt affected.

i was cured. and maybe i haf him to thank.

cos he's a totally different guy now.

but den...

at baybeats, i met another someone from my past.

with his girl.

i can somehow sense tt he'll be reading this entry.

boy, u look good last nite. =)

and i am glad u found someone.

i msged him and yea, so i guess, this is it.

aft mths of cold war. i'm forgiven? i hope.

the feeling of.... meeting 2 ppl who claimed tt they used

to love and care abt u...

but are now happy with their own lives,

seem to hit home de fact tt things are definitely

not de same as before.

and at this pt of time, i wanna thank my girl ryu

for putting up with my crap...

mampos lepas ni aku drink milkshake, i'll get reminded of u girl!

saw natra(bimla) and shameem!!!

and a few other ppl i dun care enuff to mention.

today got electrico, concave scream and lunarin.

but... i duno if i should go.

or if de fren wanna go.

but i am tired la. perhaps, it's spend-time-with-ur-bed day.

however, last nite i spent de last few hrs with a bang.

thankiew mr pink dolphin for ur silly antics and ur attempts

to cheer me up. it helped.

and yes, i fell asleep with ur stupid lalala song in my head.

haha. time flies too fast when u r having fun i guess.

plus de fatigue got to me. and de realisation tt i have a class to

teach in de morning. (which i am late for)

anyhow, everyone's past is bound to revisit them sometimes.

it's all normal right? just embrace it, say gdbye, and move on.