yet another mentally exhausting day yesterday.

thought it was another stay-home day,

(when i jolly well noe tt my stay-home days tak pernah menjadi)

but somehow met up with tt silly boy aft his lessons.

(he was late tapi tak nak mengaku... pfft)

went tamp, had another heart-to-heart talk which i loveee,

ate with him n his frens

and den rushed off to meet su for a while at bugis.

talked over milkshake, and her ice-cream which made her delirious,

nearly cried dere and den.

but i loveeeee su for alwaes being so calm and collected,

which is kinda infectious actually.

at 9, rushed back to tamp to meet san and azizan.

amir was dere too.

san gave back de stuff i gave to him all dese yrs.

perhaps he wanted to move on and dun want de memories lying ard.

i had to take a cab home. haha.

initially i thot i wouldnt be affected,

until i took everything out,

started thinkin abt de significance of each and everything dere.

dat includes reading my letters to him,

and poems,

and esp reading his diary, de one he wrote in camp when he just got into ns.

de way i cried, was like how i cried when he first left.

i cant describe to u how painful it felt.

de silly boy called to ask if i'm ok but sis answered it for me.

my sis and my bro consoled me and cheered me up.

azie was being sooo nice la. thanks babe. =)

i guess it's never easy to tackle stuff that holds so much memories.

but i got over tt, i put everything away nicely,

(except for de blades i gave for his 21st bday which azie happily declared hers!)

and right den, de silly boy msged me.

talked to him for hours last nite.

actually it was him talkin and me laughing and smiling away

listening to wadever he had to say.

cant believe someone cant talk sooooooooo much.

he was reminiscing de day we first got to noe each other,

all de way til up to last nite...

haha. imagine how long tt took.

sampai he got so thirsty and had to drink water halfway.

pastu continue again. haha. ape la.

somehow, he noes how to make me happy whenever shit happens.

thanks silly boy. =)

this morning, met marina to pass her my cam, in my selekeh nak mampos,

belum mandi state. haha. she was with her guy.

haha... gasak la, i didnt expect myself not to wake up when de alarm sounded.

didnt get to talk to her, but perhaps when i get back my cam from her,

and den we hang out yea? =)

today i think i am meeting de silly boy,

and den meeting alip at night. it's been sooo long since i last saw him.

cant wait =)

i noe both of u will definitely read this.

we're in a situation tt no one wanna be caught in.

but i hope tt everyone respects each other,

and dat things are gonna be ok from now on.