i was wondering wad to do

when i decided to pen my thots now.

so with a lot of worries regarding de hip hop event in my head,

personal problems clouding my sanity,

and also for de fact tt i'm not anywhere near

my bed, bantal bushuk and wad not,

i feel a bit uneasy. a lot actually.

so where shall i start?

today someone told me,

"wah. ur life is so colourful. like one soap opera"

ok u noe wad? i'm just not in de mood to continue.

urgh.

perhaps aft 2 pm later, i'll heave a sigh of relief.

then i can start goign out on with de ppl tt i promised.

for now, just noe tt i miss u guys terribly.

i'm not even at home rite now.

at 4PM, overnightin here with de rest of de ppl,

those who i haf grown so much closer to dese days.

will update again aft de event,

for now, i gotta find a place for a couple of hours of

well-needed sleep.