ok. so today will be de day i come clean.

i'm actually tired of de questions ppl have been asking.

and also de probs i face cos of it.

de ex wanted me back.

a physically and emotionally tiring experience,

these past few days have been.

old wounds were dug up.

de anger, sadness, frustration i've learnt to put away,

all came right back in.

i think yest i finally had enough.

met up with him.

i gave up trying to talk sense into him.

walked, or rather, ran off.

this morning, he msged. an attempt at frenship.

ok, i accept. but pls keep to ur promise.

now the next thing tt ppl have been asking.

am i with someone now.

yes i am.

i opted it to go as slowly as possible,

cos i dun wanna jump into sth so quick.

and he prefers to be low profile,

especially aft everything tt happened.

so my close frens will noe hu he is.

but others, not so soon.

we're just beginning.

and he's a pretty amazing guy la.

very patient despite de complications in my life,

always attempting to make me smile,

even tho i noe tt he's as equally affected as i am.

actually, we never thot things would turn out this way between us.

cos ppl noe wad loggerheads we were when we started as frens.

i even remember saying to him tt i'll never ever be

with him cos he's not my type.

and i rmember him saying to me tt it's ok to be frens with him,

just as long as i dun fall for him.

haha.

yeah rite.

now look wad happened.

but he makes me smile dese days.

thanks yea, mr aku-prasan-aku-tom-cruise.

haha. he's gonna get me for tt.

so yea.

i hope ppl will be happie for me.

i noe i lost me best guy fren cos of this.

and i cant afford to lose anyone anymore.

i treasure my frens, u all should noe tt.

and perhaps, he's de one, perhaps he's not.

tt's what i wanna find out.

have a nice day ya'll.