i was reading my previous entry and i went "whoaa"

when i realised tt i sound sooo affected,

so stressed.. bla bla.

anyway, i did manual registration for my tutorial slot yesterday,

thanks to de silly boy who had to wake up early to send me to skol.

really appreciated tt, cos de registration took me a few mins,

and if i had taken public, the trip to and fro would have meant,

2.5 hours gone.

i still do not haf a coursepack for my sociology module,

sigh. worse come to worse, i'll photocopy it from someone.

anyway, de reason for de title of my entry today is cos

of sth tt happened yesterday.

was supposed to meet Is at de carpark at 10.30,

but urs truly decided to golek2 on de bed and ended u half hr late.

dad was sick, went to de doc and mum accompanied him.

and by sheer... coincidence, when i was putting on de helmet,

guess who drove into de carpark?

i swear my heart stopped right dere and den.

i even contemplated running away.

my parents, do not noe tt i am seeing Is,

and they do not noe tt i have been takin his bike (and some other ppl's before this)

and obviously i am not allowed to la.

i'm lil miss pampered, wanna go anywhere, dere's alwaes de car.

dad stopped de van near us, and mummy got out of de van.

and she came to me, and said "ain nak gi maner?"

to which i replied/stammered/mumbled/whispered "er. skola"

and she said "ok. naik motor baik2. saper kwn tu?"

to which Is, who was on de bike, replied by putting on his silly face

and waving to her.

wad happened aft tt, i cant seem to remember, but eventually they drove off.

and i was like saying "shit shit shit" all de way to skol.

obviously when i came home last nite i got de infamous interview session.

kenal kat maner, anak saper, keje kat maner.. bla bla bla.

but ok la, at least they didnt blow up.

esp after wad happened a few mths back.

howver, i wish it didnt happen ah.

cos i dont want to let my family get to noe him and vice versa for now.

i'm scared of history repeating itself,

cos i dont wanna hurt my family.

it's enough wad i had to make everyone go thru a few mths ago.

but... now tt they do noe, i'll see how it goes.