often in life, we resist the idea of sth foreign,

something we aint used to, something tt we thot

we couldnt get used to.

it could be a new job, new responsibilities,

new undertakings, new people in our lives,

new scenarios and situations.

but to get used to anything, we must must take that

step of embracing that novel idea.

changes in our lives freak everyone out,

even myself.

on second thoughts, especially myself.

i like things to go on as they are,

and all my life, i work at maintainin wad i have/had

or improving it.

when things don go my way, i lose it.

i'm wad one would call a perfectionist,

but only on a selected basis.

especially if it concerns my life directly.

and some of the steps i have taken recently,

have been ones that i go "i must be kidding to do this man.."

but i am glad i took these steps.

i'm happier, (and fatter, thank u very much)

and although i'm not anticipating much in the long-term,

(since once again, i am taking de very foreign idea of 'one day at a time')

alhamdulillah, i've been smiling each day now,

and even though the obstacles i face this yr are many,

i hope to end de yr on a high note.

i'm not depending on a particular person or thing to help me achieve tt,

but by not stressing myself or anyone else up by piling my

usual set of expectations,

hopefully, it'll all be ok.

i can only hope and pray for the best. =)