i nearly lost it half hr ago.

nearly.

saved myself by calling ryu. thanks babe.

sometimes i dunno wad i'm thinkin,

or why i'm thinkin of it.

sometimes i dunno if i made de right decision.

ppl say once bitten, twice shy.

mebbe my prob is, one i got bitten,

i dare not get close enough to anymore,

for a second bite.

wad de hell am i talkin abt.

i dunno.

i just need time to myself now.