when me n Is met ally 1 or 2 weeks back,

she commented that unlike our 'posing romantic' pics

on my blog and our frenster accounts,

we are not like tt at all in flesh.

and to think i have alwaes pride myself

by self proclaiming tt i am a hopeless romantic.

i guess now u can just cancel de word 'romantic'.

i'm hopeless at this love shiznit.

believe it or not, it was actually worse when we

started out a few mths back.

i'd go "rightttt" or "oh ok" when he says stuff

only meant for me.

but i'm getting better now, altho if he gets too

mushy, i'd go "eeeee... i feel like slapping you"

and i also realised tt i have never dedicated

an entry just for him so here's a real genuine attempt at it.

really.

cos he's been extremely patient, loving, caring and understanding.

motivates me to hang on when i feel like giving up on sch.

satisfies all my hunger pangs, which comes so very often.

teaches me to treasure family and frens.

and abt life in general.

assures me and reassures me when i feel paranoid, anxious. or simply moody.

wipes away my tears and puts a smile on my face.

everytime.

and yes, i do love him. very much.

hahaha. ok i am so blushing.

and i think you guys have to wait for a longggg time,

before i dare put my raw emotions out like this for de whole world

to see. and judge.

but really, thanks dear, for being there for me. =)