i have no idea wad it is like to lose a loved one.

not due to old age.

esp those that comes unexpectedly,

and ard my age range.

de last person tt really mattered to me

who passed away was my late grandfather.

tt was when i was in primary 3.

and, i still miss him a lot til today.

on friday nite, aft we are done with studying,

de boy talked to me abt his life before i came along.

de frens he lost.

i wonder wad tt must be like for him.

to receive the news, to be dere at de funerals.

to see old pics.

we keep planning for the future,

but we dunno if we'll ever realise it.

we dunno if we'll be here tomoro

next week, or next yr.

everyone wants to live to a ripe old age.

but, not everyone will.

ppl plan to have fun when they are young,

and settle down later in life.

but what if we dun haf a chance to do tt?

are we ready to face Him in our current state?

just musings. pardon the seemingly depressing entry.

wadever it is, losing loved ones,

alwaes serves as a reminder for us tt

we are living on borrowed time,

and we'll never noe when tt is taken away from us.