i feel like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders.

i've been procrastinating,

for who knows wad reason,

and finally today i got down to it.

mebbe de message i sent was a bit harsh,

but i think i got everything i want across.

aft 2 years of on-off frenship,

or wadever it was,

i finally had enuff of it.

had enuff of being dere for him when he needs me.

and den disappearing when he don.

and i was hell sure abt one thing i wrote in de msg.

i mistook u for an unpolished gem,

when all that u are is a piece of broken glass.

tt aside,

a conversation last nite assures me of my

current take on life right now.

no one noes me better than de few ppl i hold close

to my heart no matter how i widen my social circle.

de bonds i have with these ppl is not measured

by de number of times i see them in a mth,

and it amazes me how when we finally get to catch up,

it seemed like they're alwaes dere, always understanding,

and dat sometimes words need not be spoken to understand

wad's up in my life.

don even haf to read my blog entries.

u can call me Ms Social Butterfly right now,

but i'm still de same ol girl.

i feel most at home with de few ppl who haf alwaes been

dere for me thru storms n sunshines.

u ppl noe hu u r.

i'm so blessed to haf u guys ard. =)

going out in abt one hr.

i better start gettign ready soon if i wanna keep

to one of my resolutions...

TO START BEING PUNCTUAL!

haha. i'm sure frens will be smiling away reading this.

yes yes, i took into acct all de frustrations u guys

have been feeling. hahaha.

mebbe just 5 mins late? =p

have a nice day ya'll.