haiz.

i am supposed to be somewhere near great world city at 3.30.

and it's raining so heavily now.

coupled with the fact tt i'll prolly get lost,

i'm gonna arrive there drenched.

great.

woke up to my sis n de silly boy's msges.

my sis wanna be an ssp tutor too. with her classmates.

and her reminder abt sth makes me worry so much abt her.

haiya, no amt of assurance from her or anyone else

is gonna make me feel good.

she's already 18, going 19 this yr,

but i just cant help worrying.

i wonder if i'm doing de right thing,

giving her support and not telling my parents abt it.

de dilemma abt being de eldest huh? haiz.

i am currently stressed cos everyone is asking me

abt my plans.

i duno. i really dun.

it's not as easy as ppl think.

esp if i wanna work in de field of my choice.

i mean, i can easily get a general job in admin or customer service,

but... i dunno. i'll prolly get bored.

but mebbe i should do tt as a temp.

while i look for a job tt i really want.

i dunno.

i miss skol. i miss de long rides to and from sch.

i miss de times when he fetches me home.

i miss learning new things,

and believe it or not, i miss de workload.

oh well. i am running late. mebbe i'll take a cab.

haha. i am just a lazy ass.

who doesnt wanna get lost and get wet.

and be late.

hmmmz. oh well, gtg.

ps: cant wait for meeting this sat. are u girls gonna be dere?

i'm told i am assisting with performance.

haha. so cool.