i cant believe my cheeks

is the root of all the unhappiness going on.

from the tags, to the bitter fight

in msn last night.

to the 4-5 people involved,

let's end it here k?

tak baik gado2.

lain kali i wun eat so much junk food

so tt i wun haf chubby cheeks,

den u all wun fight abt it k?

heh.

it's funny how i've changed over the yrs.

last time, if ppl step on my toes,

i'd have made them crippled for life.

metaphorically speaking, of course.

but when the fight last night escalated

out of control, i could onli sit,

read and watch ppl throw knives at each other.

again, metaphorically speaking.

i've got a few conclusions to make out of all this.

1. my chubby cheeks are the talk of the town. (heh, kidding)

2. it takes just one temper to flare before others join in.

3. when u 'shout' at each other, it's all in vain cos no one listens.

4. it hurts to be talked abt like u don exist when u r right there.

5. it sucks to have to make the ultimate decision tt will hurt someone.

6. it's true, at times, you got to be cruel to be kind.

7. but doesnt mean tt u can sleep at night after that.

8. there are things that are just beyond one's control, even if it's
technically urs. (like your own blog)

9. now i dun just have prominent cheeks.

10. i have prominent swollen eyes cos of crying and lack of sleep too.
so wun u guys talk abt that now?

whatever it is, let's end it here.

and i dun mean change to another topic,

like my jackass.


maybe we talk abt sth else,

like how i now haf the potential to be hejab iran's next top model. hehe.



smile people.