my packed schedule has been forcing me to

forgo the things that i am so used to doing.

like blogging, going out with frens,

looking forward to my sunday mornings at 4PM.

and i also forsake my family n bf in de process too.

i try to spend the days tt i dun haf other commitments

or outings with Is, at home.

that would mean after work.

and when ur work is actually endless emotionally draining

trainings, you come home feeling extremely worn out.

and that would mean tt i'm not my hyper self at home.

thank gdness family haf been supportive n understanding.

and meeting Is is usually for dinner, trying to talk/catch up,

and then home.

usually i'll fall asleep smsing him when i reach home.

and the poor boy will be waiting for my sms.

and lately, he has his other commitments too,

and school is starting tmr for him (study hard babe).

the middle of the week is the worst for me as i have other things

on after work, which means coming home at 11 and den crashing to bed.

i just hope that my loved ones would hang on til my training ends.

at least for the theory part. i still have de whole may to endure.

i'm glad that my family is understanding.

i'm missing my frens so much. those that i dont get to meet very often.

and i miss clowning ard with my 4PM girls cos i alwaes talk little these days.

and i know for a fact that i am neglecting my bf,

i'm so sorry dear, but thanks for tirelessly picking me up from wherever

i am almost everyday and sending me home. even if we dun get to hang out.

and if you guys are wondering why i have the time to blog,

it's because i'm waiting for Is to pick me up at 4PM.

yup. and tmr, the horrible cycle begins again. haiz.