i lost my voice.

and aden, it's worse than urs.

cos one day after the post mortem,

nothing came out when i tried to talk.

i whispered all de way.

so last night, i had to take mc. no choice.

so i went to the doc's,

and i whispered to him la.

i requested for a day's mc.

he looked at me as if i asked for de mot ridiculous thing in the world

and said,

"i think u need more than one day to get that voice back. i give u another day"

but anyway, i plan to get back to work tmr.

even tho i am still on mc.

but i dunno if i should.

everyone thinks i am crazy cos i am still sick.

but i got so much to do.

haiz.

but my colleague msged me just now.

she said sth like we might not have to go back to work

on wed n thurs cos it's meant for group project.

which means if i don go tmr,

i will be missing 4 days of work in total.

should i be happy abt tt?

i dunno.

anyway, post mortem went great.

i insisted on going even tho i was having fever.

i didnt touch all de food at all.

=( i am so eating a lot when i get better.

i agree with liyana, tt ths is de best post mortem

i ever went for too.

love it.

everyone was in high spirits,

maybe becos there wasnt any negativity source of energy. hehe.

1st day of tuition on de 8th, but i will not be ard.

my sis n Is too. cos they'll be at my graduation.

nisa n mariam n ryu, although u guys will no longer be dere every sun,

u are still required to lepak2 with us once a while.

hehe, mcm memaksa pulak eh.

i heard some of u guys going for integration camp.

best nyerrrr. actually i can go la.

but den, sakit belum baik, and i might need to meet up with project mates.

grrr.

enjoy eh korang. if i get bored, i crash. am i allowed? hehee.

next project would be my pet and maiden 4PM project i did last yr,

HIP HOP FEST.

it's a must do for me, because it had a lot of memories.

but my partner su is no longer in 4PM... =(

heard tt this yr, i haf 3 or 4 more working with me for PR & PUBLICITY.

great. at least i noe one of them is liyana. de more de merrier.

i love hip hop fest. last yr was happening!

mum had a talk with me.

it's a bit personal to put it up,

but aft tt, it made me wonder on a lot of things.

and how quickly i am growing up.

but i am not alone.

he's dere, and so are all my frens.

insyaAllah it'll all work out.

things are getting more clearer as days go by.

i pray that it will all go smoothly.

i just need support from all my loved ones.