i haven updated for 23 days. hurhur.

i've been procrastinating.

i'm so glad i got to stay home today

to catch up on some stuff.

like sleeping. blogging. family.

and shit. my essay. due in a couple of days' time.

life hasnt been good.

no thanks to some very anal ppl.

who are obviously not my frens.

tt is one quality i wun like in a fren, god forbid.

Is keeps telling me to suck it in, and

he's been there for me all this while.

thanks babe.

he suggested i confide in my family too,

but i wun want them to worry abt me.

so i am gonna solve it my own way.

i remember telling someone, a very long time ago,

"if you step on my toes,
i'll make you crippled for life"

i guess it's the mantra to live by. at least for now.

ok. done with the ranting.

let's get on to the significant things and people.

7th July

an old friend got married.

she was a primary school fren of mine.

so it's an 11 yr reunion of me, her and a couple other frens.
(thanks Friendster)

I couldn't be there on Sunday, becos of my graduation and stuff,

so i was there on Saturday night instead.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Soraya, may you and your husband

be blessed with a lifetime of happiness! =)

8th July

the last time i wore the graduation robe was

in K2.

and on the 8th, i wore the real one.

words cant describe how i feel.

and to sweeten the whole deal,

8 of my most beloved people on earth were there,

seated at the 4th row from the front,

all in anticipation to watch me walk on the stage,

and get the scroll.

it couldnt have been any better.

i'm blessed.

the best thing is, i started the day with my grandma

knocking on the bathroom door as i was bathing, saying,

"Ain, ader nyonya hantar bunga colour biru..."

at 7am. and at 8am, the one who ordered the roses arrived,

decked in blue.

de rest of my family were in green, support Live Earth! heh.

and I ended the day exhausted, but with my best fren,

who I am sure, was happy to see her usually-lazy-unmotivated fren

graduated at long last. =)

9th July

tired from the night before,

but excited. 1st day at work.

unlike the whole environment, the kids are adorable.

and lovable.

at least that the's only reason i need

to do a good job. =)

14th July

visit to the grandparents' at Woodlands.

went with my family (except farhan), nenek and atak.

my uncle said that i shouldnt forget my grandparents

after i graduate.

he's right.

so after showing them my grad pix,

and having an uber delicious meal that left me bloated,

had a photo-taking session specially with them.

17th July

it's been a year.

=)

how time flies when u r having fun.

i wanna thank Liyana for accompanying me

on the mad dash all over Singapore to put together the gifts for him.

on her Gilera. hee.

albeit last minute, of course.

but i was satisfied as I put all the stuff into the big big box.

i hope u like it dear, just like i loveeee the prezzie u gave me.

but i love how he planned the day most. =)

happy 365 days silly. thanks for being one of my pillars of support.

27th July

it's my turn to be proud of him.

he won an award at TP's Award for Excellence.

although his mum and me were cold and hungry throughout

the 2-3 hour long ceremony,

we were soooo proud of our beloved boy laaa.. ehhe.

and yes gurls, i did talk in Malay to his mum.

aren't u all proud of meeeeee.. hehee.

continue to work hard okay darling.

alright. tt took me quite a while to get everything down.

til de next update!