i'm going to sound totally unprofessional but i don care.

i think once i get it out of my system,

i'll be able to do my job well.

there's this woman who made me hate myself for quite a while,

for making my darling kiddos go without proper food during

a recent camp.

those who know who i am talking abt, you would know the ordeal

we all went through.

but i wouldnt let her affect my passion.

i'm not gonna shy away from organising any more events.

so as you all know, i am in the last stage of preparation

for hip hop fest that is going on this saturday at RP.

everything was going well, de video clip, de turntable,

the scratching, the confetti. (although i agree tt it was stupid

to purchase manual confetti when there's no proper stage. but then again,

it wasnt me who bought it although it was my job. so guess who)

BUT, yesterday, 3 days before the event,

SHE told me that SHE sent MY clip for editting to include other aspects.

And the best thing is, i only finished doing the editting 3 hrs back,

and I dont remember giving anyone a copy.

So the copy that SHE has, and very conveniently sent out to her BF (yes, again)

is My first 5 minutes of editting using another staff's computer.

I dont understand why SHE has to MEDDLE in other ppl's department.

HER job is to support the comm, not to jump in and try to 'save' us,

like she did the last time.

It's like the saying "Bagai tikus membaiki labu".

or wadever. SHE just makes things worse.

And if the launching screws up, I am not gonna be the nice girl i was

the last time and blame myself.

Because SHE is to be BLAMED. Because SHE took things into her own hands.

there. I feel better.