these days, my frens haf been asking,

"ain, how come nvr update?"

i'm really sorry k.

i'm currently having some problems,

one aft another,

and it's a bit too personal to share with evryone.

or maybe perhaps i just cant write all of it out in words.

but i don seem to feel right wherever i go these days.

home. skol. 4pm. de places i hang out at.

i need a break. maybe a holiday i guess.

but commitments, responsibilities,

those piling school assignments...

sigh. i guess time just doesnt permit.

and... i do not want to go back to my past.

and do the things i used to do whenever i have problems.

thank you to the ppl who have been dere for me dese few days.

on the er lighter and brighter side of things,

i am going to de zoo tmr. =)

but even then, there are problems with tt.

just so tired.

made a few decisions de past few days.

some ppl are gonna be disappointed, but i guess

it's time i start thinkin more abt myself, and less abt others.