on a few occasions this week, i thought back of what life was like before.

the ups and downs.

de crazy moments, and the sombre, earth-shattering ones.

the depressive episodes.

how many of you have said/thought, "i wish i hadn't done that"?

well, someone close to me keeps telling me tt

it's the one thing I should never say/think/feel.

Because, no one wants to make mistakes,

but once the deed has been done,

it becomes sth we learn from.

on the other hand, when i hear of fun crazeee moments

other ppl ard me spent partying, spending late nights out,

living life on the edge and painting the town red,

i'd find my life boring, dull and mundane.

i'd wish for my old life back.

it's then tt i pause, and count my blessings.

to have a loving family, caring friends, attentive partner,

a job tt revolves ard innocent kids,

and volunteer work tt keeps me happy.

and there's nuthing better i could ever ask for.

so when in doubt and at the crossroads,

it certainly helps to count your blessins. =)